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[ Kara has no idea about Amanda or how different Connor's pre-deviancy life was. All she knows is her own experience, so that's what she goes off of. ]

Yes. My... my old owner, he ordered me not to move while he went to beat his daughter. I'd seen how much it scared her before when he got angry, so... I fought against his order. I had to.

[ It seemed... so easy to make the choice. So logical. So natural. Just how many times did Todd break her for disobeying? Was she ever owned by anyone before him? How did that go? She has so many questions, but right now, the most important thing is to get out of here. ]

Did they want you to arrest Alice too?

[Connor is quiet, thinking that over as they walk, sorting out logic versus emotion in regards to what she said, and also the best choice for answering her question. He decides to do the latter before asking about the rest of what she said, voice back to calm and factual as he slips easily into detective mode.]

There was no mention of Alice in the report; I didn't know about her until I encountered you both. If I had successfully arrested you, Alice would've been observed for signs of deviancy and, if deemed to be functioning properly, would've been released.

[As far as he's aware, anyway. There would be no reason to detain a functional android once it had been assessed, although Connor supposes CyberLife may have wanted it--her--anyway. Fortunately, it never came to that.]

The report mentioned your owner was found dead, and you were the suspect. I presume you did kill him, although it was a case of self-defense, not murder.

[He glances toward her again, briefly, as they reach the next block over from the police station.]

[ Kara imagines they wouldn't have had to wait long to find out about Alice's deviancy. Handing Kara the key to the music box, letting her in on the truth about her "accident" a few weeks prior, choosing to run away with her-- Alice became deviant before Kara did, Kara believes. She'd just assumed Alice's emotions were there because she was human, but no. She was a person, yes, but not human.

She doesn't ask what CyberLife would've done to her; she doesn't want to know. ]

I shot him. [ Her voice is steady now that she's had time away from the event, but she doesn't sound proud. ] He started attacking me when I stood up to him. He was gonna kill me, and he would've killed Alice after that. I couldn't-- I wasn't gonna let him touch her.

And I wasn't gonna let you touch her either. I was so afraid. [ But that's over now. Kara sighs shakily, even though she doesn't need to. ] I'm glad she's not here.

[ The last thing Alice needs is to be in this... this nightmare. Kara half expects screeching demons and fairy tale monsters to appear out of nowhere and try to rip them apart.

She shudders, and then she sees the station. ] What are you hoping to find there? [ And how can she help? ]

[Connor thinks pride would've been warranted, honestly. Now that he's deviant, when he looks back on the cases he'd investigated during the revolution he feels a complex mix of emotions he can only partially identify; anger and sadness are both in there, but mixed with others that are harder to define. Revulsion, maybe, contempt... Others as well, most directed toward the 'victims' that he really doesn't feel deserve such a title. They weren't victims. They'd just been stopped from causing any more harm by the actual victims in the situation.

This sounds like yet another case of that, and he's glad this person is no longer out there. Good riddance. He's not sure why so many humans--especially adult male humans--are so terrible, but for all Lieutenant Anderson's faults Connor can see now just how fortunate he was to end up with him as his partner. That was even with the initial violence and threats and the incident in the park.

He lets the topic die for both their sakes as they reach the precinct, leading the way past the silent parking lot filled with empty squad cars.]

I want to use the computers here; we may be blocked from detecting external connections, but it's possible they aren't. Even if they are, the station is filled with useful equipment and relatively safe.

[Hopefully. If this is a simulation then it's entirely possible none of that is true, but it's worth a try; more than that, though, the place is familiar to Connor, and familiarity is comforting.

But as he steps into the building it's clear it's just as affected by the desolation and destruction as the streets have been. Windows are broken, shattered glass all over the floor in the otherwise deserted lobby, and Connor ignores it in favor of heading toward the bullpen. He passes through the gate and the damaged doors and--

The place is a disaster, desks overturned and electronics smashed, almost like a tornado had gone through the building. But although it's just as devoid of life as everywhere else had been, it isn't devoid of people; androids, specifically, or more specifically parts of androids. Limbs and biocomponents and everything else were scattered haphazardly throughout the debris, thirium sprayed around like it's a mess up haunted house for androids.

Connor, who is used to crime scenes, is still somewhat stunned by the scene, stopping in place and just trying to take it all in. So many points of evidence flag in his mind palace for investigation, but he just... It doesn't make sense; why is this here? What happened? What's going on in this simulation, and why are he and Kara a part of this?

What's the point?

He's silent for several seconds, trying to process as well as control his emotional reaction, before suddenly moving to step in front of Kara and survey the room more carefully, eyes narrowed in focus.]

If someone or something did this, it might still be here.

[So be on guard.]

[ The sight that greets them makes her feel off-balance-- woozy, like a kid might say. Similar to how she felt when she thought about Todd's lifeless body in the days following her and Alice's escape. Except this is worse because it's people like them. It's androids torn apart.

Kara steadies herself against a desk, hand next to a drying puddle of thirium. She hears what he says and puts her sensors on alert, listening for anything that might tip them off to danger.

But nothing prepares her for the cold, long, slender fingers that make a grab for her wrist. Kara jumps, yanking back her arm, bumping into Connor as she gasps and pulls away. In the dim lighting, she makes out a humanoid form with reflective, unnaturally smooth skin. In its right temple is an LED spinning bright red.

Its mechanical voice tells them they belong to CyberLife. ]

[Connor whirls at Kara's sudden movement, catching her as he bumps back into him and using her momentum to pull her behind him again, stepping toward the android in the same motion and reaching out immediately to grab its arm. In a moment he slams as much emotion as possible through the connection, more than enough that it should shock the android into deviancy.

But it doesn't. The android doesn't even flinch, only twisting its arm enough to grab Connor's in return, the connection suddenly going both ways and Connor's LED lights up red; he can tell something is being transferred but no more detail than that, eyelids fluttering rapidly and artificial muscles twitching from the connection, unaware as the android grabs his shirt and pins him back against one of the bloody desks.

He could definitely use some assistance, and at least the android seems to have forgotten about Kara temporarily.]

[ Never having seen deviancy be spread by touch, Kara takes what Connor does as him fighting their attacker. The reverse, though, almost makes her panic. If it's overpowering Connor, then it's extremely dangerous; and Kara may not be built for combat, but she's not going to just stand by and do nothing.

Its weight is forward to keep Connor pinned, so Kara comes at it from the side, slamming into it with her shoulder. It gets thrown off balance; she kicks it hard enough to knock it to the floor. In the few seconds that gives them, she glances at Connor to check if he's okay. ]

[He's stunned for a few seconds after the connection is broken, sinking automatically to the ground as his processing power is diverted from his limbs to figuring out where he is and what's going on, but it soon passes and he comes back to full awareness pretty much all at once.

Kara's knocked down the other android but it's already getting up, and Connor lurches to his feet as well in time for his passive scanner to realize the three of them aren't the only things moving. Another mostly intact android is approaching from the other side of the bullpen, and a few limbs here and there are beginning to move as well. It's... Horrifying in a way Connor doesn't quite have the ability to describe or even register, so all that really stands out to him at the moment is that they need to leave. Coming here was a mistake.]

We need to run.

[It's laced with urgency, his tone going quieter instead of louder when he's distressed, and if she doesn't follow him immediately he's going to just pull her along after him. If they circle around the desk they can probably dodge this android and get out before the others can reach them.]

[ A human might be hyperventilating by this point, Kara thinks, because she sure is feeling the stress of the situation. Pieces of androids coming to life, slaves to their programming, aiming to kill the two deviants in the room--

Connor's voice snaps her out of it. Meeting his gaze, she nods, and they run.

The desolate street is a comfort now, even under the darkening sky. Kara remembers her first night as a fugitive, her search for shelter for Alice, who had only really needed it because she was programmed to be as humanlike as possible. Once again she's grateful her daughter isn't here, and that it's Connor she's here with. ]

We have to get out of here. [ She says it not because he needs to hear it (he doesn't) but because it reaffirms her priorities. ] There has to be a way out. If we could become deviant, we can figure this out. Maybe we just need to leave the city. The bridge-- the bridge to Canada.

[ Canada is the answer here, like it was before, right? ]

[It's a relief when they makes it outside, despite the darkening sky and increasing wind; Connor spares a moment to self-scan, finding that he's unharmed from the confrontation other than the back of his jacket being covered in thirium from being shoved against the desk. However, he does realize he has a collection of new files in storage from the connection, simultaneously curious and afraid of seeing what they might be.

He decides to leave them for now, focusing outwardly on Kara, carefully slowing his unnecessary breathing; just like Kara he's finding the situation very stressful, and even before he was deviant he was made to mimic humans so closely that such human-like responses--whether because of real emotions or to emulate them--are extra pronounced.]

It's worth a try.

[He isn't so sure it'll work--there may not be a way out at all--but right now it's the only idea they have. The police station obviously hadn't been a good choice, so he's willing to try her suggestion.

Also, she seems fine, but--]

Are you alright?

[ How honestly should she answer that question? In a normal conversation, she wouldn't hesitate to encourage him to answer truthfully, and she would do the same. But this isn't normal, and even though she knows lying won't change anything, she's tempted to. ]

I'm not damaged. [ That's a start. ] I'm just-- getting over the fear response. [ This is hard. Emotions are hard to begin with, but this place makes it harder. She takes a breath, deep and slow, and refocuses. ] What about you?

[ She'd ask that no matter what, but ber concern is reinforced by her programming. Caretakers look out for their charges, be they adults or children. They look, sound, and act nonthreatening, and they help however they can. Connor was a threat until just minutes ago, but he's her ally now, if nothing else, and that means that Kara is going to worry about him. ]

[Okay, good, she's not damaged, but he wonders about when the android in there grabbed--or tried to grab?--her wrist; did it do the same thing to her that it did to him? He won't know if he doesn't ask, which means explaining, and he isn't sure he wants to.

But he has to, because who knows what it was, and it might put her in danger not to know. So he grits his teeth briefly before forcing out a truthful response.]

The android transferred a package of data to me. I don't know what it is.

[ So that's what that was about. The truth is definitely the way to go in his situation. She's glad she did the same. ]

Have you scanned it yet? [ It seems obvious, but sometimes a reminder is necessary. ] It looked like it was hurting you.

[ A gust of wind trips her temperature scanner. Kara looks up at the sky to get a read on the weather. ] It's getting colder. We have to keep moving. I'll keep an eye out while you scan.

[It's a good reminder because he definitely hasn't scanned it yet, still recovering a little from the emotional shock just as she is. The gust of wind and the incoming snow don't help, and he focuses back on Kara before nodding at her words.]

I'll follow you.

[He doesn't bother with anything more than that right now, although he makes a mental note to reassure her after the scan that it hadn't hurt him; he isn't sure why he was programmed to have such a visible and unsettling reaction to unexpected data connections, but it's inconvenient to hm and even more so when it causes concern to others.

He initiates the start of a surface scan on the package of files, mostly focused inward on the process but with enough attention turned outward that he can follow Kara on autopilot. Anything unexpected in their surroundings will ping his system too, but for the most part he'll be out of it for the minute or so it will take to do the preliminary scan, and then more for the deeper one if the surface scan comes back as safe.]

[ Just him being responsive at all is good enough for her. What he just went theough would definitely upset her, especially with so much else to deal with.

Kara leads the way down the street. Their destination is the bridge, but she's mindful of their surroundings. They need a little warmth and some shelter, and though she doesn't trust buildings right now, maybe an abandoned store will work. Something with plenty of exits but enough cover from the elements that they can keep a fire going if they start one.

A trash can would work, and a line of stores with cracked windows looks promising too. She glances at Connor, checks for danger around them, and veers off to the stores, grabbing a metal garbage can as they go. ]

Looks clear. [ she whispers as she peers into the first shop. She waits and listens for a little longer, and then she goes inside.

There are dusty clothes on all the tables and mannequins, more than enough to burn for the night. She sets up behind the checkout counter and heads back out to grab clothes to burn. All the while, she checks on Connor. The irony of being so attached to her former pursuer is not lost on her. ]

[Connor follows after her without thinking, all of his actual attention on dealing with the file package. His first surface scan comes back as safe--no obvious malware detected--and he goes ahead with a secondary deeper scan to try to actually identify the data.

He definitely isn't expecting the files to be of the type that hold memories; not just the external recordings of experiences, but actual memories with everything else included in them. Do they belong to the android that connected with them? That would make sense; the connection is primarily used to transfer memories after all, and even the 'awakening' that Connor and Markus are capable of is based in that core mechanic. The only problem with that explanation is that during these kinds of connections the androids normally experience the memories together, at the time, rather than transferring files to be opened at a later time.

He's mentally debating with himself over whether or not to open one of the files when the change in air pressure and lighting register to him, prompting him to focus again on his surroundings. They're in an abandoned store, it looks like, and he frowns at Kara as she passes by to collect clothes.]

Why are we stopped?

It's getting too cold out. Increasing wind speed and declining temperature plus the threat of imminent precipitation-- [ Kara looks up from dumping clothes in the trash can. ] It could damage us.

[ Trust her, she's an AX400. ]

Did your scan find anything?

[Connor wants to argue that it can't be that cold, but he's also an advanced model and his tolerance is probably higher. Besides that, though, he casts a glance outside to where the wind is continuing to pick up, a snowflake here and there beginning to fall and be caught up in it, and realizes he doesn't want to go out in it. He isn't a huge fan of snowstorms.

So he looks around for some way to help, settling on shoving a heavy set of shelves in front of the shop door just in case any of the androids from the precinct might've followed them, and also using it as an excuse to delay answering her question.]

It isn't anything overtly harmful, just... A collection of memory files. I haven't looked at them.

[ Surviving long enough to make it out of here being the objective, Kara isn't too concerned when he busies himself with the makeshift barricade. She has the fire to start, even if it is only for her sake at this point. Nobody ever planned for a maidbot to be in a scenario like this, after all. ]

...whose memories? [ She uses the debris to light a spark and get the fire going. It's comforting. ] And what of?

[ Whatever happened here? No, not possible. This isn't real in the way their bodies are, unless there are stories written into the fabric of this simulation. ]

You don't think... what happened in the precinct?

[Connor resists the urge to repeat that he hasn't looked at them and so he doesn't know, having calmed enough at this point that he doesn't feel the need to act out on emotion. Instead he just shakes his head, LED spinning yellow for a moment as he glances toward her before looking back outside again. He can keep watch, at least.]

I don't know. There is no metadata that I can access without viewing the files.

[So he doesn't know whose memories they actually are, even if it seems likely they would belong to the android at the station, and therefore quite possibly be exactly what Kara suggests. But why send them that way instead of the usual manner of viewing them while connected?

He has an idea, suddenly, and looks back toward Kara again.]

Is there a register here?

[It's a shop, so surely there's a register for making sales, and even if it has no useful connection to another network like the precinct's computers would've it should still have a monitor. If so, Connor can transfer one of the memory files to it and he and Kara can watch it back with just the visual and audio data. It would be safer for both of them that way, and maybe they could find out something useful.]

[ Of course there's no metadata. Too much to hope for, but the situation is pretty dire. ]

Yes, over here. [ Androids wouldn't need the monitor, but humans would. This store may have been human only, and so there it is.

Kara retracts the synthetic skin of her hand and touches the machine, half expecting it to short circuit. Instead, it boots with a soft hum, under which she could swear she hears quiet, childlike whining--

But there's no one here. Did Connor even hear that? It must be the stress... it has to be. ]

It looks like it's working. [ She steps aside to give Connor room. The whining has stopped conpletely; it was probably just her. ]

[Connor definitely doesn't hear it, just the sound of the computer starting up and it's a welcome step in the right direction; at least something is working for them. He steps up next to Kara, allowing his synthetic skin to retract just as she had, touching the computer and choosing the first file to copy to the machine.

It doesn't take more than a moment, but he hesitates on calling it up; something in him--intuition, maybe, even if it's still difficult for him to imagine having such a thing--tells him this isn't necessarily something he'll want to see. But if these files were transferred to him then they're important, and he and Kara need all the clues they can get about why they're here and what they need to do to get out.

So, with another brief glance toward Kara, he commands the machine to play back the file.

And advantage of this sort of viewing is that it's just the audio and visual data, much like a recording by a camera; the disadvantage is the same, in that there's nothing more. Other sensory data like touch or smell, the time of day, gyroscope information, mental thoughts, and anything else the android might've experienced aren't a part of it. So it's impossible to tell when this file takes place, or what other information that comes from the other senses, without watching it back first hand instead of on the screen.

But this is one of the few times he's glad to have limited information, because the visual and audio data is bad enough. The scene is almost completely white and it takes a moment to realize that's because wherever its taking place is extremely bright, edges of objects only appearing when there's movement and then fading right back into the blur of light.

It's also loud. Extremely loud, and it's difficult to pick out the different causes of it; Connor is pretty sure some of it is static, some the sound of a saw or drill, some a high pitched frequency androids can pick up easily but is at the upper end of a human's range. There's more, but it's lost under the din and because of the limited playback capabilities of the computer they're using.

A mission objective suddenly flashing across the screen is the first thing that's really visible, and it's simple: Find The Target. But Connor can't really tell if anything is actually happening as soon as the mission objective is acknowledged and temporarily dismissed, disappearing to be replaced with just the whiteness and noise. It's almost impossible to tell if whoever's memory this is is even moving, let alone doing anything.

This goes on for six seconds when abruptly a voice cuts through the noise, perfectly clear despite everything else going on.]

You failed.

[There's a loud bang and the memory ends abruptly, but Connor's already stopped paying attention and jerks his hand away from the computer, backing up several steps. The scene itself didn't bother him--he could barely tell what was even happening--but the voice was one he knows all too well, and the implications begin to whirl in his head immediately.

It was Amanda. And if it was Amanda, then...]

[ Kara has never heard Amanda; she doesn't even know such an AI exists. To her, the memoey is an indecipherable puzzle, and an unsettling one at that.

What makes her really afraid is Connor's reaction. In the time she's known him, he's been confident and capable, as close to perfect as an android gets. He's been snippy too, which convinced her that he's deviant, and despite herself, she's grown attached to him -- though given their circumstances, that was to be expected.

He's upset now, wholly unlike his usual self, and Kara refocuses her fear into concern for him. ]

Are you okay? Come sit down by the fire until you feel more stable.

[ If he doesn't resist, she'll guide him to do just that. Either way, she's not leaving his side. Her priority is to bring down his stress levels. ]

[Connor only sort of hears Kara, stuck in his thoughts, LED cycling red as he processes what this all means. That was Amanda. There's no mistaking it, and if it was Amanda, then that means whoever's memory this is was under her direction. Connor knows, logically, that it could be any number of different prototypes over time, because Amanda is an AI and has surely been active for some time, but the only model he knows for sure she was directed to handle was his.

But he doesn't remember anything like what he saw, and the android whose memory it was hadn't spoken or given any clue of who or what it was. He knows he could find out for sure the answer to the questions swirling around if he just views the actual memory, rather than the audio/video data, but he's... Afraid. He doesn't want to see it, and it's only one of so many files.

His stress levels have spiked up into a dangerous range, but not high enough to be an imminent threat to him or potentially Kara; at her suggestion part of him wants to snap that he's fine, there's nothing wrong and he can handle this himself, but the rest of him knows she's right. It's better for both of them if he takes a moment to calm down, even if the idea is causing him to feel another mix of unpleasant emotions--primarily guilt? no, something else that's close but he can't quite identify--as he allows her to guide him over toward the fire.]

I'm okay.

[He manages the words, and they sound moderately more convincing than they had when he said them to Hank on the roof of Stratford Tower. He thinks they probably wouldn't if he'd actually experienced the memory instead of watching it.]

You don't... You don't need to worry. I'm okay.

[That's probably not all that convincing, though, as his gaze is still distant, looking through the fire rather than at it. He tells himself firmly to snap out of it, because this is not helpful, and tries to pull himself together; it doesn't help his stress levels, but he does look at Kara again.]

I think I know who's causing this.

[Everything they'd seen, where they are, how they'd gotten here. He doesn't have answers for the specifics, but as for who's behind it, he's suddenly sure he knows.]

[ He's not okay. Not completely. Instinct -- something that runs deeper than her programming -- prompts her to keep her hand on his arm. A real, steadying presence, reassuring him that she's here, even though there's not much she can do to defend the pair of them. He looks like a young kid overwhelmed, and maybe that's what he is. What they all are. Adolescent minds in synthetic bodies.

The wind outside begins to howl. Kara shifts a little closer to the fire. ]

Who? [ Her wide-eyed gaze is steady on his, even as she hears a sharp wail in the wind. ] Why?

[ Well, she thinks she knows why. ]

Edited (hits post, sees typo) 2018-07-25 18:04 (UTC)

cw mention of child abuse

might as well just warn here for this entire psl okay; child abuse, android horror, violence, etc

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