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RK800 #313 248 317 - 52 // Connor ([personal profile] missiondeterminant) wrote2018-06-11 10:50 pm
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[personal profile] mamabot 2018-07-06 12:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ The fact that she asked him that at all is an indicator of how desperate she is. Kara knows, without a doubt, that Alice is her family, her daughter. That she loves this child like a human loves their own, maybe more because of the circumstances that brought them together. She would die for Alice in a heartbeat, but not without a fight. Alice trusts her, and Kara will do everything in her power not to let her down.

(It's the fear, by the way. That's why she hasn't reached out mentally for Alice.)

Knowing he's built for things like this, Kara is comfortable (for a given value of comfortable in this situation) following Connor. She sees their opening too, and nods when he answers.

Then they're off, crossing the street quickly and quietly. The relief of having come this far doesn't last long. There's the reflection of a flashlight beam in a storefront window not far from them, but it doesn't come closer. The soldiers don't seem to be looking this way.

She could ask Connor to please hurry, but she doesn't want to waste time herself. He's aware of the danger, right? So she says nothing, ready to follow as soon as he starts moving. ]

[personal profile] mamabot 2018-07-06 12:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She keeps following. The sight of the church is almost enough to make her start running, but her rational mind -- her programming, her base code, does she even really have a mind? -- keeps her focused on doing this as safely as possible.

It's... not something she's done before. Kara was designed for housework and babysitting, but she's certainly stronger than a human. More athletic too, enough to cross a busy freeway with a child in tow, and to fight off armed soldiers in the midst of the Jericho raid. There's a moment where she doubts this will work, but then she looks at the church and narrows her eyes in determination. Like hell is she giving up just because she's a robot maid. She's free to decide who she wants to be, and she's going to rescue her daughter.

Kara watches Connor make the jump, and when he lands safely, she mimics his running start and his trajectory. She's not as graceful on landing -- she manages to roll but ends up flat on her back for her trouble -- but she did it. As she stands, there's an amazed little smile on her face. She did it.

Looking at Connor, she nods firmly. ]
I'm fine. Let's keep going.

[ She'll be a little better with every jump, but the exhilaration of freedom, of flying through the air from roof to roof, doesn't fade. ]
Edited (always typos) 2018-07-06 12:57 (UTC)

[personal profile] mamabot 2018-07-09 12:35 am (UTC)(link)
[ Kara, meanwhile, is deeply familiar with dread. Walking through Zlatko's basement, freeing the androids he toyed with, thirium pounding through her body with every second that passed while she'd still been searching for Alice -- to say nothing of all that came before and after. Fear has driven her to make a lot of choices she regrets, but it has also moved her to action in the first place. Fear for someone else's life -- empathy -- set her free from the constraints of her programming.

(She doesn't remember the day she was "born" and how she'd been like this from the very beginning, and that's probably for the best. The dread that sat cold in her mind as she went dormant when put in a box to be sold... It's better to worry about Alice now, and to feel like she can actually make a difference if she tries.)

So she feels dread now too, but thinks nothing of it. The better part of the past few days was spent denying Alice's true nature, after all. This? It's easy as pie.

Barely sparing Connor a glance, she walks into the church, now big and silent and in pieces. It's the silence that bothers her, really upsets her. If she hadn't removed her LED, it'd blink red in the dim lighting. ]


Can you-- can you scan for people? Can you tell if anyone's alive?

[personal profile] mamabot 2018-07-13 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Staring at the mess of rubble and debris in fromt of them, Kara isn't sure she wants to find Alice here or not -- especially not when Connor finds a victim of the raid. Guilt fills her mind, mixing with the relief she feels at realizing it isn't Alice. She thinks that guilt is strange, hot and cold simultaneously. It makes her want to stay put and run away, laugh and cry, scream and stay quiet. ]

Uh-- [ It takes her a second to refocus her racing thoughts on the matter at hand. ] By the front pews. She got up to look at the altar. She only took a few steps when--

[ When the humans attacked.

She squeezes her eyes shut, feeling useless here; the best she can do is clean this place up. That's what she was built for. That, and taking care of children, and right now, it's all too likely she failed. ]


I shouldn't have let her go alone. [ Shouldn't have let her go at all. ]